oh no fall in love again !!

ya allah ,i'm fall in love again but i'm promise that i don't want to fall in love because i'm afraid if the same situations had happen again ,ya allah i'm really -really fll in love with him please take care of my hearth and i do'nt want to tell him that i'm fall in love with him .he was the third man that i'm fall in love since i'm life but i'm not playgirl..i fobia to truth a man a hope i can keep secret that i'm fall in love with him .i know he not handsome but when the first time i saw him my hearth beat was fast ..